"Don’t worry. They’re still there." "I know they’re still there." "You check every five minutes like you’re afraid they’re gonna move." "I’m not afraid." "Of course you are. You’re almost there and you’re afraid you won’t make it. The closer you get, the worse the fear gets.”
The emotion that rips your heart out when you realize just how much Damon loathes himself.
AGGRESSIVELY CRYING OVER DAMON SALVATORE
YOU REALIZE DAMON HAS BASICALLY OUTED ALL HIS DEEPEST SEEDED INSECURITIES
COMPLETELY TALKED HIMSELF DOWN AND ADMITTED EVERY SINGLE BAD THOUGHT HE’S EVER HAD ABOUT HIS WORTH IN COMPARISON TO WHAT HE THINKS ELENA DESERVES
THEN HE’S WALKED AWAY WITHOUT LOOKING BACK BECAUSE IF HE SEES HER TEARS HE’LL NEVER BE STRONG ENOUGH TO DO WHAT’S RIGHT BY HER
HE’LL NEVER BE ABLE TO BE SELFLESS FOR HER
SO HE’LL KEEP WALKING AWAY
HE’LL BLOCK OUT HER TEARS
HE’LL RETREAT TO HIS ROOM
GET IN HIS BED
A BED WITH SHEETS THAT STILL SMELL LIKE HER
A PILLOW THAT STILL HOLDS THE CURVE FROM WHERE SHE’S SLEPT COUNTLESS NIGHTS
BOTH OF THEM JUST STARING AT EACH OTHER NO WORDS NEEDED
HE’LL CLOSE HIS EYES
HOLD HIS BREATH IN AN ATTEMPT TO BLOCK OUT ALL THE PAIN
Then it will hit him
He’s just given up his last source of happiness and he’ll be sleeping alone again after the best 3 months of his entire life…after he’d finally found the one place he truly belonged.
He’d found his home only to watch it burn to the ground once more, lit by his own match.
Wait…so let’s take a moment to look at this…
Stefan finds out that Damon was locked up and tortured for 5 years
Says “How did I not know about this”
And then the moment Aaron tells him what Damon “did” Stefan takes the opportunity to prop himself up and shit all over his brother
What a fantastic brother…
"not all of us are like my brother."
fuck off Stefan
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